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Dear Haris in the future,
Sibuk ngerjain riset, sibuk nulis paper, sibuk cari kerja, sibuk cari makan..
hmmm.. gmn ya? rasanya semua yg gw lakuin adalah self-centris, sibuk utk gw, utk gw, utk gw, dan utk gw lagi.. 寂しくない？
Gw lg pusing mikrin masa depan gw, stay lbh lama di jepang menurut gw hidupnya bakal self-oriented & sepi. Penduduk jepang ga sebanyak Indonesia, Orang2 jepang cenderung tertutup, ga serame & setoleransi orang2 Indo, Gw bukan orang yg bs memulai pembicaraan, Gw paling suka diam & mendengarkan, tp gw ga suka klo org ga ngajak gw ngobrol.
Jadi inget lagunya Matsu Takako – Minna Hitori (Everyone is alone)
みんなひとりぼっち それを知るからなお
あなたの大事さがわかるよ
心の片すみで 気にかけてくれてる
恋よりも強い味方
Everyone is alone, thus because of knowing that,
I understand your preciousness.
In the corner of your heart, you care about me.
That’s a stronger ally even it’s compared to love.
Ah, たまには私を Ah, 頼ってもいいよ
Ah, it’s okay to Ah, sometimes depend on me.
生まれる時ひとり 最期もまたひとり
だから生きてるあいだだけは
小さなぬくもりや ふとした 優しさを
求めずにはいられない
When you’re born, you’re alone and will again be alone in the end.
That’s why, only when you’re living,
you can’t help but to seek for
a little of warmth and a thickness of gentleness
Everybody needs to be needed
Everybody wants to be wanted
‘Cause everybody knows that we are all alone
Let me give my gratitude to you
For always being there and smile for me
Many many thanks to you, the best friend of mine
強くになりたいいいいい。。。
